-The Cauldron and The Cord-
The final and last night comes so fast, like a tornado touching down, hitting an entire sub division, demolishing it, purifying it and cleansing it. The rubble left, the trash and rotting, water stained pictures of memories past. Everything has been torn to shreds, ripped apart by the teeth of an animal for all the world to see, bare, naked, dirty. Things happened so quickly it was terrifying. It felt like the never ending chaos of the storm would never end.
The storm had passed, the skies star to brighten up, glistening with an orange, red glow of the sun setting, the storm passing, the utter garbage left behind. Now it's time to pick up all the pieces of the puzzle and put them all back together again. Starting from scratch, nothing but the bare land, the earth, nothing on it but black ash, soot and bits of debris.
I lay my final compass, starting in the North as usual, going counter-clockwise thrice, intoning a hissing noise like that of a snake, the serpent coiling up and around, bringing my compass into manifestation. The Compass round has been layed, I approach Lilith's working space prepared on the floor for her. I wear nothing but my black robe, nude under neath, bearing myself once again to her, In all humility. I position myself in the Baphoment position, intoning the Invocation of Lilith, The Witchmother and Pan The Witchfather.
I can see them in my mind, coming into my sacred space, my space of power. The energies appear to be red and blue in color, they feel very light this time, almost like air or a gentle breeze. They're both still very primal, raw and seductive energies. I light my long, black taper candle for Lilith. I light my Red Cock candle for Pan. Lilith's Cauldron sits in front of me, the womb, the place where all things are born from the unseen worlds. All of her working items are placed inside of the cauldron. Blessed Vessel, Hag-stone, Blessed Pendant, the black cord which had been soaked in my own semen. I have a smaller black candle inside the cauldron for Lilith as well, a few other Phallic stones reside around the cauldron.
The triangle of Arte is to my Left, with many items placed upon it, items of power, personal objects, Lilith's black Taper candle and Pan's Red dick candle. The entire ambiance of the room, the atmosphere begins to change, it quickly darkens as the night starts to engulf me. I feel it coming once again, I feel Kundalini rising in my base chakra, my ass feels tight, it starts to pucker, the sensations are incredible. The darkness being the shadow-self, bringing out all of those lustful desires, those sexual fantasies that you want to fulfill, every dirty thing that fills your mind.
The darkness has finally set, the sun as gone down and now we're alone. Alone in our chamber of lust, love, desire and pleasure. I feel Pan's energy coming down around my waist. I feel these giant arms grab from behind me and start to pull on my hardening Cock. In my mind I beg for Pan to continue to keep stroking my throbbing cock, I bet him. He continues to stroke me, playing with the tip of my cock, my balls, rubbing me up and down. His hands feel so good, so many and firm. He can really grab a dick and hard. He will make you feel like you've never felt before.
I notice now that Pan has positioned himself behind me. He lifts me up and slowly slides me down onto his throbbing, rock hard, red cock. I feel him blast his cock right up into my ass hole, it feels so good, he keeps me seated on his lap. He tells me telepathically that he is keeping me in balance, my body aligned, my Chakras aligned. He tells me that the Kundalini process will go quite smoothly if I just give into those desires and let him instruct and be my master.
I one piece of red string, from Israel and gently slide it through the tiny hole of the Hag-Stone I had picked up for Lilith. I carefully pull the strings out of the sides and let the hag-stone dangle between my legs. It feels really good, dangling against my cock, my stomach. Pan rubs it around my balls and my taint. He rubs it on his own ass as well. I begin by tying nine knots into the red string very carefully.
Nine-Knot cords are very common, fun and very powerful when done correctly. With each knot I tie, I intone a chant and visualization to go along with each one. As I am tying the knots I see Lilith appear in front of me, behind my Altar where the wall should be. As of now everything has dissipated and it's just the compass, altar, myself Pan and Lilith.
Lilith has this amazing long black hair, flowing down her large, voluptuous breasts. Her nipples hard, showing through her hair. She raises her arms up and wraps herself around me from the front. All the while Pan, still in the back of me, me sitting on him, his hard cock throbbing inside of me, keeping me aligned, balanced and pleased.
Lilith takes my head and places it between her breasts. It feels so good, feeling her soft skin, she instructs me to lick her nipples. She has metal in her nipples, so I pull on them with my teeth just a little bit. She lets out a moan, a howl, like a wild animal. You can tell the beast within herself is never dormant. It is always there ready to devour. Weather she devours you down to nothing or devours you to empower you, is up to you.
As I sit tying the knots and intoning the chants and visualizations to go along with them, empowering each one, Lilith stands up in front of me. Her hair flowing down over her entire body now, covering her Vagina, her breasts. She takes her hand and tilts my head up just a bit. She looks me in the eyes, her eyes glowing red and bright, a spark of gold glistens within them. She unveils her hair from her naked body. Showing me everything she is, all that she is, baring herself to me like I did her.
She pushes her Vagina into my face, making me eat it, suck it, lick her clit. She tastes so amazing, she smells amazing! I lick and suck her clit, sticking my tongue deep inside her wet pussy. She gets even more wet as I drive my tongue down into her cavity. She starts to moan and howl, grabbing her tits, massaging her nipples, rocking her head back and forth. I continue to eat her. All the while still performing my Magick.
Lilith pulls my head into her now, even more wet Vagina, making me go deeper, I lick her click harder and harder until I feel a giant explosion all over my face, my chest, it flows into the compass. Her secretions flow like a waterfall, or the ocean. I see her in pure Ecstasy, still rocking her head back and forth. She continuously pours out her juices onto both Pan and myself. Everything has been blessed by her. She is happy and she quickly gets up, instantly looks refreshed and beautiful. Like she had just bathed and had a massage. She glowed. She said she was leaving now " it's up to my boys " she said through her eyes..
Lilith left, blessing the working I believe and interpret. Pan remained and now he plowed into my ass. Fucking me all the way up into my stomach. I can feel all his veins and mushroom head pushing my tight hole. He hits my spot, he keeps pushing his cock up my ass even harder, he's groaning and howling like an animal, the man that he is. He bursts his ambrosia into me. I can taste it, it's inside of me, it's leaking out of me.
I get up and lick Pan's red hot cock. He moans more grabs his dick and smacks my lips with it. It's fluids being smeared all over my face. I continue to suck his cock, he loves his head massaged with your lips. Suck him gently, let him give you that throat fuck.
Pan, being a gentlemen this time, claps and cleans the both of us up instantly. He looks at me and smiles. I go up to him him and he diminishes. I believe they blessed the rite, the ritual, it was amazing in all. Death, not literal and Destruction, Chaos all of it are important to embrace and know within yourself.
Don't deny feelings you get, don't bottle them up and create further problems. Embrace those demons and transmute them into ligh
