Lesson 2 ( Lucifer In Sex Magick ) -Personal Opinions-
Approaching the altar now at about 10:03 PM to start my nightly ritual once again. I set myself down, crossing my legs, getting comfortable. I light each of my candles, pay my respects to the Gods and Goddesses, all of the energies of the universe. With my left hand I grab hold of my Nummitte wand, my right hand lies gently on my right knee, my fingers forming some sort of esoteric symbol found in Buddhism.
I begin my breathing technique. Three deep breaths in, three breaths out. I let this continue until I feel myself " sink " into the abyss. I find myself floating, hovering above my body. Seeing all around myself, yet still feeling my own physical sensations along with the out of body sensations. The mixture of the two is quite a sexual frenzy. From this point on I have quite a few directions I can go. I can go to Spirit Stone which is in fact my parallel universe where my doppelganger resides, with Lucifer in pure bliss and harmony. Still seeing things from my own physical body, there are two bubbles. One bubble is that of a giant black and white, checkerboard, tiled, square floor. One central bubble is that of my own energy, four other bubbles of energy feed from the central ball of energy. These are my sources of inspiration, energy or just a quick " pick me up ".
I am hovering in the abyss, glistening, glowing and fully charged up. I see this small passageway in a mound. What looks like cobblestone forming an arch over the wooden door, leading into the mound I approach the door. There's a wreath of some sort hanging on the door. A door knocker in the form of a gargoyle tells me not to run. I proceed closer to the door and knot three times. The door opens and a man in a black hooded cloak, warmly invites me into this mound/sacred space. Inside this space are vast occult oddities. Statues of fertility Gods and Goddesses, Statues of Pan, Lucifer, The Horned One, The Bucca, all reside within this mound. Everything lustful and profane is in plane view. Everything " sinful " or distasteful adorns the mound. It's intoxicating. Along the walls are small indents created for different figurines. I see many phallic objects. The blasting rod, the Athame, statues of the beast with a firm and erect penis. The small mound is turning into a " play room " or a " sex room ".
The man in the black-cloaked robe takes me by my hands, blindfolds me with a silk black tie. I feel my hands being bound behind my back with a silk-like cord. I " feel " the color is black. There are two men beside me and one behind me. The men on the sides of me take hold to my arms, leading me further into this Chamber of darkness and sin. The smells are of Marijuana, Opium, incense, Whiskey and cigars. The smells and sounds of multiple people fucking like wild animals fills my nostrils, and arouses all of me. The man behind me holding onto my waist very firmly. I feel chains adorn his body as I feel them gently tap be from behind as we walk.
My feet approach a very soft, semi-medium length carpet and pillows of all kinds. Never seeing the men but " feeling them " is the most mysterious and almost whoreish feeling, it energizes and uplifts. It pumps your blood through your body so quickly, your cock grows large in pleasure. These three gentle men pick me up and lay me upon a bed of bodies. All naked as how they came into this world. All I can feel is muscle and dick. Abs and Pecks. I'm in a giant mass of men, all sucking each other's cocks, rubbing, fucking one another's tight holes. The massive amounts of cum pour on to you like faucets.
I feel Lucifer's hand pull me up out of this orgy, this gigantic mixture of races, creeds, religions and beliefs. He wants his way with me. " Initiation always has the richest of symbolism.. Don't take anything for face value. Look within for your answers. Your communications will improve ".
I wake up and i'm in front of my altar, still meditating, it seems like it's been a weekend visit. Lesson 2.
Signed,
Lucifer
